It’s finally over? I don’t have the energy to carry on like this any longer, I’ve got to stop. Like, who am I to judge? Everything is understandable but why won’t I just go accept it? I understand why everything happen, I do understand. Hey, understand doesn’t mean have to accept rite? That’s my thought in the past nearly a year, I can put myself in your shoe and feel wat u feel, think what you think. That doesn’t mean that I’m going to stop the way I am, well, not anymore. I won’t be a bitch anymore, so tiring being a bitch all the time. I think its time to let someone to take over my bitchy job, I’ll give that a smile. I know that my attitude to deal with things is very childish and stubborn. Now, I’ll just put a smile on my face and move on. I chat to my good god bro a couple of days ago, I asked him why am I always unhappy, he replied me with this " 唔同人有唔同性格麻, 唔洗成日都一定要開開心心先係人, 呢個係你charater=.= u don’t have to understand it, just live with it". I know that he is rite but if I continue living the way I am now, I don’t think I’ll have many more years to live. Is he true that this is my chraracter? Am I always being a sorrow bitch all the time? I remembered that I was cheery like ages ago, only school work will get me down. I don’t wanna think about that any more. I just wanna apologize the way I treated everyone in the past, I’m truely honestly sorry. That’s all I want to say…sorry pplz.