跟人比只會令自己唔開心

    我一早就明白到依個道理﹐但係好可惜我做唔到。我唔係刻意同人比較﹐只係自己o既要求比較高左些小姐。我想人地做到o既野我都做到﹐人地會做o既野我都會﹐最斃就係自己死都唔會認輸o既性格。我唔係想話高出晒所有人﹐我凈係唔想俾人 left out 姐﹐我知我唔夠好﹐但係最起碼我想可以同佢地差唔多。讀書方面我唔聰明﹐但係我肯去讀﹐中學個陣係我至光輝o既時期。升到大學﹐我就徹底俾人打敗﹐好"無能為力" feel。見到個個都咁厲害我就有o的驚﹐唔單止厲害重好 hard working 添。我有o的心虛﹐上親 Tute 我都唔係太會o的問題。其他人個個都識答個陣我就好沮喪﹐就會係到 think 點解我咁鈍架﹐返屋企要讀書先得﹐但係無一次會做。時間過得好快﹐又就黎考試喇﹐咩都沒溫過你問我點死? 好頹廢囉﹐重係覺得每個sem 都過得好頹廢﹐讀得越黎越差。點解會咁呢? 我之前o既 determination 去晒邊? 讀書無晒鬥志好辛苦﹐好唔想讀落去﹐但係我唔得﹐點可以令到啊爸啊媽失望呢。每次到考試期間都會發晒癲咁讀﹐讀到連訓覺o既時間都無埋喇﹐最後羅出黎o既成積又唔係咁理想個陣真係好唔開心。今年係讀書個方面真係好唔開心﹐有太多野要顧要理﹐加上大學二年教o既野又真係難左好多。我轉數唔夠快﹐又唔夠人地聰明﹐想羅好成積都幾難。唔知啊唔知啊﹐凈係覺得好頹廢啊。好唔開心啊﹐個個都咁努力咁問緊習而我就係到對住部電腦發呆﹐浪費做好多時間。唔寫喇﹐唔開心啊……點解人地都可以咁努力溫習而我唔得架….發霉喇!!
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3 thoughts on “跟人比只會令自己唔開心

  1. everyone has their own specialise skill and weakness, don\’t try to compare too much with yourself and othe people lah … that only make yourself more unhappy and more lack of confident. Nowdays in the society there are many different jobs and positions, there are computering, programming, tourism, hospitality, engineering and social work .. If everyone has the same ability, some people work more, some people work less, then the society won\’t be balanced .. lol .. sorry I don\’t know how to make my word make sense 😛 but yeh .. ! don\’t be so unhappy. See I\’m not good at study ;P a very good example lor! so I have to find another way to suit myself .. everyone born to be different .. so cheer up 😀 !!anyway I am very sick tonight .. although you are online now, you are in busy mode .. I probably go and have some rest tonight lah. You take good cares ok? Good night =]sniff sniff* (me having a really bad running nose now T.T)bye x 2 ~

  2. Arthur, you\’ve got hay fever? Take care of your self lah and I\’m sorry that I didn\’t chat to you tonite, coz I was a bit busy and I was upset too. I\’m going to write it up, so read it and u\’ll understand. Also, what you wrote I understand too, but I\’m a strange gal, I understand things but I just can\’t accept it or let it go easy. Feels like I won\’t give up without a fight or some sort, even though its nothing to fight for. Thx for caring Arthur~~ I know each ppl specialis things they are good at, like you, you are good a sport while I\’m like a 軟皮 snake 咁。 I\’ll try to cheer up lah, you know me lah, need a longer time to pick myself up mah, but I\’ll be fine eventually wor~ hehehe…. you ah…..u r not that bad at studying lah, just haven\’t found the rite subject for you jei, but from what I\’ve see and heard, you are going pretty well with ur study now wor…so don\’t give up lah~~ I\’m getting sleepy again….yawn~~

  3. it\’s good to know you haven\’t given up yet =] 加油呀 !! No matter what you choose I\’ll always stand on your side .. and support you ^_^ ! ya my hay fever probably comes back again .. very annoying during this season .. hope you are ok lah =] .. anyway dont rest too late!! i think im going to sleep soon too have to work tomorrow .. =[good night =]

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