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Busy life

    Busy so far and will be even more busier later on….a 4000 word group essay will be due on Tuesday, Network project due on Thursday…to top it off…..342 will hand out assignment on Monday too……then on Tuesday..need to start correcting the TP….when can I stop and rest lei?? I’m so tired….not enough sleep ……..sletp at 4ish am nearly everyday…..I want my life back!!!
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Melb Uni Open Day

    Today, I was one of the volunteer for open day. I was the ICT guide…and its was fun…I’ve got a free t-shirt….and met lots of ppl….and pointing others to the CSSE information desk..haha…yes…We want more ppl into the CSSE department….its was fun….friends were there doing the ICT guide too….We give out a very sharp looking yellow phemlet….and dirtect them to Theatre 1 for presentation. I missed the presentation on how to stop hackers though..I was really interest in that one…..oh well…next year I’ll join again….its fun~!! But sadly…I’ve caught a cold afterward…while I was heading to the bus stop I think….now..I’ve got runny nose….block nose…and a bit of cough….so not good for now…since I’ve got an assignment to hand in 2molo lei….sigh…and many more to come…so sad~~
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Self-torture??

    What’s wrong with me? Why do I kept going back to see those things that I should avoid? I mean, do I enjoy the pain I’ve cause my self or I’m just a bitch for doing so?? Meko, I miss you…you are the longest friend I’ve got ever…I really wish you can be here and give me some support…for now…I’ve got to tougher myself and avoid many many things…..Later on…I’m going to Melb Uni open day to help out…I’ll be in the ICT if anyone is interest in it…anyway…I better get back to my work now….take care ppl…I wish you all are having a better life than me atm….oh well…I’m just bullshitting atm……don’t mind me…..oki now…bye
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Today is not my lucky day

    Today is so bad luck lei….First of all….my 342 lecturer didn’t reply to my email about Assignment 1…so I can’t carry on until I asked him 2molo after lecture…..then…got the assignment for 343….4000 word plus a rationale map…hell….and we need to find topic ourselves….ok….fine….next….when I was walking to the Law building to have my Network Lecture…its so windy….and when I cross the road…I nearly got hit by a big big car…thx Philip for pulling me back….that car didn’t stop during the intersection and just keep on driving very fast .\/.
……the wind blown me backward..so hard to walk….then….got the project from Network…which I have no clue on what it is about…SUCK….then…so and so….then lastly…..I was confuse about my 340 coding….its not clear on what I need to do….maybe that is becoz I think too much of what the GUI is going to be like to do the Handler….I’m not sure lah…just had a bad day…….sooooo bad…..kill me Assignment…..come and get it~~~~~~
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幸福無法比較

雖然父母師長常教導我們要虛懷若谷,但當一個人金榜題名時,總是特別容易得意忘形,尤其是在隱密性極高的網路上。

猶記得考上研究所那天,我喜孜孜地上網與人分享喜悅。
忽然瞟見一位暱稱「幸福人」的網友,不知怎麼回事,我的好勝心及優越感徒生,竟產生了和她一較長短的念頭。

我大言不慚地表示:「我剛考上國立研究所,有個疼我的男朋友和經濟寬裕的父母,妳有比我更幸福嗎?」
我思忖著,徜若她要比我更幸福,除非她的學歷比我高,家世比我好。

過了良久,她終於從電腦的另一端回了話,
她說:「我出了車禍,斷了右腿,但很幸運我還有左腿;
也因為出車禍,我失去了男友,這才發現世界上還有父母深愛著我;
這就是我的幸福,也許我的幸福在你的眼中顯得微不足道,但我真的感覺到很幸福。」

她的話令我頓時感到無地自容,在這充滿競爭、嗜血的社會中,我居然幼稚到連「幸福」都要拿來比?我向她道歉,並且和她聊了一會兒。

至今快一年了,我還記得她對我說的話:「幸福是無法比較的,妳有妳的幸福,我有我的,我們的幸福互不牴觸。」

是的,幸福無法比較,也不該拿來比較。
願每個人都能了解個中道理,尋找或創作出屬於自己獨一無二的幸福。

其實幸福就在我們的身邊,我們本身就是幸福的化身,
或許只是我們沒有好好的靜下心去體會。

其實,在這個世上,我們已經擁有很多人窮盡一生都難以實現的幸福了。
我常常想,自己會不會身在天堂,心卻活在地獄呢?

換個角度看事情,用不同的心情看世界,或許我們會過得更豁達喔!

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忘記吧…

    在反抄抽屜個時,見到屬於"他"的回憶。心抽痛了一下,過去猶如走馬燈穿過我腦海裏。覺得我應該會哭,但我沒有。我跟自己講了,哭了也沒有用,不要再為"他"而哭啦,已經沒有意義,時間不會倒轉我也不想倒轉。所以,心只是痛了一下子,自己也變得堅強了不是嗎? 我現在要做的,是不要再給過去停留,而是去更努力的去愛我現在的所有。 踏出第一步很難,但我已經學會了一點點。雖然我踏出的這一步不是很大,但不失為一個進步啊。我應該多謝那晚跟 Lucy的對話,我學到很多東西。謝謝啊 Lucy !!!! 我還有很多要學,要改。但我不擔心,因爲我會慢慢的改,慢慢的一步一步的踏出去。如果到了60嵗我才可以改完,我也會說自己成功啦。因爲在我有生之年,可以改掉自己不滿意的已經很厲害。我知道,在這條路上我不會孤單,因爲我會有"您"和我的好朋友在我身邊不是嗎? 以前的已經不重要,我會嘗試包容,接受和為自己而活。我真的好喜歡Lucy 講的那句 : "人有一半是為自己活的,還有一半是為别人活的"。 這樣想我開懷了不小,真的,沒有一句話可以比它還能打動我。好了,很夜了,我要去睡囉。明天是好的一天!!! 要有信心,加油吧一齊~!!!!!!!